I can be in a crowded room, and yet I can still feel alone.
Nothing has been going as I planned, I know that was coming
soon. Didn't really expect it to be this bad though. There
is so much things that are going on that I can't even explain
to myself. Most of the time I want to leave, get away from
everything. Later return to what I have to clean up, that
isn't going to happen. I can wish now, can't I?

When I look back, I see the past, but when I look
forward, all I can see is a blank brick wall
guarding my path. Trying to keep me from going toward
the direction I need to be going. I thought about climbing
over it; the farther I look up, the longer it seems to
continue. I walk along the wall, it seems to keep going
in circles.

I don't really know what to do anymore. This isn't like me.